A future deal.. ++

waheyyy!!
Im back..now here's the deal, I was given the offer to further my studies oversea for Masters but after i finished i would be bonded with the government for at least 5 years! so, cudnt just go home and go out there to work for anyone!:p

I've told ya, after very hard deliberation with support from my family members, i took the offer and it was not easy to leave everything i like behind. My family, my home, the school, my hometown, my country.

Here is another story that i didnt really tell anyone. Did you know that once i felt like my life is on the brink of time? haha about a month before i set off, i faced the greatest hell ever in my life. In the morning, i set off as early as 8am to deal with the MOE and that wud carry on till noon. Then, I had to be on time for school and wud teach till 5.30. You know, with all that I encountered during my class each day i was left with no more strength but still needed to carry on. So, at night i did some markings and things with MOE that I must do. THen, graduation was coming which means more burden for me within soo little time!! All morning are for MOE and Graduation and all afternoon for school plus all night ro prepare for next days' lessons.. which left me with nothing but exhaustion. There were many times when i woke up crying, filling in the forms crying and crying my self out before sleep. Not that I was frustrated..hahaha but there was nothing i could do other than crying my exhaustion of!! There was never one day i could sit back and relax before i set off..But still, GOD never says cathing your dreams would be that easy.. and I always believe that HE has always been there for me.. THanks GOD.. :)

Then, the day was set, I was gonna set off on the 5th of October. The morning before i set off, i had to settled some more business, with the school, with the banks and buying some stuff on my own.. Literally, i was speeding around the town to accomplish all these things. I was back home at noon and in 3 hours I was gonna set off to the airport. Didnt even spend much time with my family those few weeks.. which was sad.. :(

Above all those, i kept saying to myself to be strong for my family, for myself and for my nation. And i will never want to disappoint anyone. I kept myself from crying that day at the airport cuz I thought that I was flying for a good mission.. :D When the airplane was on the air, i thought.. "This is it!" :D I knew that many Prayers are with me and GOD is always here.. xx