Blessed Christmas!!! ++

Hey all dear friends!
Happy Christmas and Selamat Hari Natal to ya all..May all the blessings on this day fall upon you..Xxxx

Hmmm, as i told u last post..We're not gonna have open house or inviting people in this Christmas..So, it was planned that early 25th me and parents were gonna go to church..Eventually i left myself behind cuz i took too long to makeover..Lol!! So, it felt like a normal day without us being busy cooking foods, preparing cakes, biscuits and welcoming people..Except, i understand that what matters is your heart that welcome Jesus Christ, not all these fancy stuff of open houses and bla bla bla...That first day i went to a friend's open house..Guess what?? I started to think about weight then..Hahahaha

Oh yea, yesterday me and parents and bro went to visit our celebrating relatives in Limbang..My mom's brother lived there with his family plus its been agesss since we had the chance to visit them..This was my first time to go to the other side since after i returned..And this would mean that i would have to witness my grandparents burned down house..Before this i always refused mom's offer to bring me to the other side..Hmmm, probably i wasnt ready to see the reality of the burnt house..And all this while, i created a thought that it was still there, big and steady..So much for accepting the facts huh? But yesterday, i had no choice but to face the reality and face my past..As our car got closer to the area, i was fighting with myself whether to look up or just get myself busy with anything..But i quickly made a choice to be determined and face my past so i could move on..

The sight was surprisingly not so painful..I just kept on mumbling, "Sayanggg rumah nini..." well the house held so many memories from my past, it was there since i was borned..But that was the PAST..Guess what?? The future is just across the road of the old ruin..My uncle is building a 2 storeyed house for my grandparents to stay..Cant wait for it to be ready! See how GOOD our GOD is?? When one got burnt down, HE gave us enough money to build a new one..++

ohh, Christmas in Limbang was fun!! Plus, got to eat a lot..Lol after going to 5 houses we went back thru the immigration and stopped at 2 more house in Kampong..Gosh! My weight!! And whats wrong with me always paranoid about weight thesedays..Hahahaha

Oryte, i gotta leave..
Blessed Christmas! Xxxxx